Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Life is good about kicking you when you’re down.

I went to feed the bunnies today, only to find that one was missing. I searched high and low and in tunnels and she was nowhere to be found. It was too hot for her to be in the little house inside the cage, but it was the only place left to look. But there she was, in her box and she had gone to Heaven.

David came over and we buried her together, they are our bunnies after all. It seems like just yesterday I remember bringing them home. That was already 6 years ago.  Life was so blissful then…gosh how I took those days for granted.  So in love and not a care in the world…

I know things can always get worse, but how our perfect little family and perfect little life has fallen apart so quickly, just wrecks me. If it’s not one thing, it’s another. I know time heals all things, but I didn’t know it was possible to feel so much hurt. I am so tired of crying, of putting on a happy face. I want to be happy. Not just pretend to be. Life is far too short to be so sad. People change their minds…pets pass away…life ain’t for sissies I’ll tell ya that. 

Rest in Peace sweet Maui. I hope God has an endless supply of purple yogurt treats and alfalfa all for you. Sweet Penelope will miss you as will I.

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Baby Maui is on the left…

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7 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry to hear about the bunny :( it always hard when you loose a pet. I can't imagine what you are going through and what an array of emotions you are feeling. But I pray for you everyday and will continue to pray that He will give you the strength you need to get through this difficult time. I really don't know what to say but I love you!!

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  2. So sorry to hear girl :( I know what you are going through I had a chinchilla a while back that died (he was 8), it's not easy but we still seem to want pets... after all they always give unconditional love :) I hope things get easier for you and you can BE happy again, you deserve it!!! <3

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  3. RIP Maui!! That is so sad, I am so sorry Tamara. Life loves to kick us when we are down! Just know that you have people praying for you and things will get better!!!

    -Megan Penik
    (It wouldn't let me comment with my Google Account)

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  4. I am so sorry for everything you are going through. Will continue to keep you in my prayers and that God will bring you happiness and love in your life like you have never experienced!

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  5. Yes life seems to be kicking you while your down, BUT!!, you just get that "left foot" ready, yell out "bring it on" and kick right back!!

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  6. I'm sorry. :( It is so hard to lose a furry friend. :(

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